Sneaking out between the feedings..

Since I posted my last blog, I've been on the emotional roller coaster ride for about a year. This type of ups and downs seems truly typical for many intended parents who are going through IVF cycles, but it was a hell of a ride... First, I lost the twins from my previous blog at 10th week. As you can imagine, my world got upside down then.. I kept my chin up and went for another back-to-back IVF. This time, though I transferred two embryos, one split into identical twins, ended up with triplets.. I could not believe that I was having another set of multiples.. Of course, triplets would have more complications than twins so I was devastated.. When I made an appointment with a selective reduction specialist, the identical twins arrested. It was at 13th week. Since then, I was blessed with a normal singleton pregnancy.

It has been almost 3 weeks since my daughter was born at full term. Time flies much much faster now than few months ago when I was patiently waiting for the "D" day. Now, I am finally enjoying being a parent, changing and feeding in the middle of the night.. It's not easy but I am enjoying every minute of it.. I am just hoping that I become the dad that my daughter deserves.. one day at a time..