and so it begins

well, now, months after my last entry we are really in the process of starting our new family. 7 weeks till the wedding and 1 week into charting anything and everything. i try not to think about it all too much, in fear of beginning to chart how many breaths i take each minute. when did it become so laborious to begin the family we have always dreamed about. i know it takes work but today i'm having one of those, "its not fair we cant just make a baby" days. in all my preconception books the idea of really it taking months seems to be a main theme. i hope there are better odds out there. just wondering if anyone has some real positive anecdotes to share in regards to quickly conceiving and perhaps a shared pity party with anyone who today feels like its just not fair we have to pay so much and go through so much for our unborn sperm babies.