a christmas suprise???

hey everyone,
im still trying to navigate this site. i responded back to the great people who took the time to write, but i think i did it wrong(im so not pc savy). anyway to those of you who wrote me back thanks so much for your info and support.
im excited today because i got my foster care lic. in the mail on saturday. my adoption worker is finishing up my report
(shes awesome)im taking two classes on the 13th, and 20th, and thats it!!! shes thinking that after that, i go into the pool, and wait...and hope.Its exciting and scary.I didnt mention in my last blog that im also trying for siblings.My age range is 1-5.My nursery is set up for both(winnie the pooh).You know its so strange im not rich, or famous, i have a great job i love, i have a great support system, yet... i still have so many questions running through my brain.Do you feel that way? I wonder will this child love me after all theve been through, all te craziness that they endured? im confident it will work out great, but while your waiting all you have is time to....THINK!( lol), Did any of you prospective parents reflect on thanksgiving that it would be the last time that that day would be like that, and that next year (god willing) there will be a new face at the table, who will change everything, and your life will be forever changed in a wonderful, crazy way?. My mom, as i was walking her out to the car,(dinner was at my house,8 people and 2 basset hounds) said to me, just think next year there will be 1 or 2 more running around. I just beamed, because shes so right, and im so excited!!! Take care everyone. hope to hear from you all. I love these blogs because of the ability to connect with people who are going through the same things you are, take care, rick