HAD BABY, NOW WHAT??

WELL IT'S BEEN 5 WEEKS SINCE I GAVE BIRTH, AGAIN. I LOVE BEING A SURROGATE BUT HATE THE FEELING OF NOW WHAT DO I DO. I HAVE TWO KIDS OF MY OWN & THEY ARE GROWING UP FAST. MY FIRST SURROGATE BABY(SPENCER) IS 17 MTHS OLD. WE ARE PLANNING HIS FIRST TRIP TO DISNEYLAND IN NOV.THIS WILL BE NICE MONTH. WE HAVE D-LAND & I GET TO HOLD THE SECOND SURROGATE BABY(WILLIAM) THE WEEKEND OF THANKSGIVING.

LET ME GIVE YOU A QUICK OVERVIEW...
SPENCER #1= MAY 15, 2007 VIA C-SECTION/LIVES IN L.A. 1 HOUR WEST OF ME. SO I GOT TO GO VISIT AND HOLD HIM SEVERAL TIMES AFTER HE WAS BORN.

WILLIAM #2= SEPT. 15, 2008 VBAC(VAGINAL BIRTH AFTER C-SECTION)/LIVES IN PALO ALTO(SAN JOSE AREA) I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO HOLD HIM SINCE HE LEFT THE HOSPITAL. I SEE HIM ON WEBCAM BUT NOT GETTING TO SMELL HIM SUCKS(I'M NOT WIERD,YOU KNOW YOU LOVE THE BABY SMELL!)I WILL SEE AND HOLD HIM SOON.

I PUMPED MILK FOR 6 WEEKS FOR SPENCER & WE SHIPPED IT FROZEN TO THEM BY FEDEX.
I'M ALSO PUMPING FOR WILL & SENDING IT BY FEDEX.I'M SLOWING MY MILK PRODUCTION THIS WEEK. GETTING CLOSER TO THE END.

I WOULD CONTINUE PUMPING IF I DIDN'T RUN A FAMILY CHILD CARE. IT'S NOT TOO INCONVIENT FOR ME BUT IT SEEMS TO BE A BIGGER DEAL FOR MY HUSBAND.

I LOVE MY SPECIAL BABIES AND THEIR DADDIES!!