starting here

well
i'm stil alone
dont know what do to
need to go to the fertility doctor to tell me how the sperm bank thing works
i guess i'll pay for it, get it, and use a tampon.
it will hurt.
o god.
im soooo sensitive.
i want to kidnap a baby.
its much easyer.
it will be overpriced.
anyhow.
sometimes when i'm seek i think of love.
but then i remember that people are evil.
good hearted, rich, hard working, furtile, good cooking tomboys dont realy exist.
and if they do, they are merried to eachother.
tired.