day #3

sorry guys i am blogging every day for all 5 days of insemination. yes we are doing it five days 2x a day during my cycle. we were given advice that you should be trying before,during,and after your expected ovualtion.to ensure pregnancy.so thats what we're doing. we want this second child so badly that basically i want to be positive when my egg is released it has nothing to do BUT pass through sperm,lol. it is sooo weird to have to handle the stuff. but it is getting easier and more comfortable of a process now that we have done it a couple of times. i am much more relaxed. this morning was the best one i think. i really really hope it takes the first time. i know its unrealistic but i can hope right? i am just dreading the next couple of weeks of waiting to find out. i am so excited and anxious and im so glad i have all of you to share this with.