Now what? Just, wait around?

I dont know what to do next?
Just continue on like any other "normal" day in our lives? Just get up, think about it, make coffee, think about it, take a shower, dwell on it, continue dwelling on it as I pour coffee in and over the top of my travel mug all over the counter?
I suspect I am not thinking about it nearly as much as my Doll. I would wager a bet that she is really driving herself nuts inside.
I personally am a bit occupied with myself today, ooooohhhhh sooo BAD!!! I know, I know.
I have a pinched nerve somewhere, I will let you guess, Its lower than my back and effects my leg. Yep, Hurts Hurts Hurts. So all this week, like a champ I do what is needed of me for my Doll. But now we are over that for a few days I realize its time to get in to see the Doc.
So this afternoon I am mostly thinking about my pride, and how it was smashed to bits a few hours ago at the Dr. office, when I was told to pull them down and bend over.
Humiliating.
They told me I was getting it first and then he left the room, I had just a moment to think it over, what was happening, everything spinning around me in a pain killer stupor, been on this little pain killer binge since Tuesday.
Suddenly a lady I have never met before came into my boxxy little pink room room, holding a needle, you would have thought it was a gun judging by the whiteness of my face.
There I stood, scared, quickly trying to get out of this as if suddenly I had just became a child myself. There was no way around it, or her as she stood blocking the door, I straightened up and asked her "is this really happening?" She confirmed, I didnt even know what to do. Bend over what, I wondered?
Sucked.
I told Doll and she pretty much laughed.
Pretty sure I have been making the pouty face all day.
Point of this story is I guess while we wait we just get back to everyday life. Take the rest off hold, go grocery shopping, cook dinner, mop the floor, see the doctor. Hay even go and get a shot in your ass.
But I can keep busy, keep my hands and mind moving, but Doll, I dont know?
How will she occupy her time and mind until she tests for the Christmas Baby? I go out to the garden, I putz around on weekend projects, I cook and bake, or walk in the park. But what will Doll do? I dont know, at all, and I bet I know her better than all of you.
She is certainly not the type to discuss whats on her mind. She doesn't do that. She the kind of person that has to be pried open.
So the weekend is here. No better time to linger on your thoughts. What? With all that available free time.