Starting over...

I finally have been making decisions for my baby and myself. I was scared of the norm and what was the "right thing to do" but i realized if it's not the usual way of going about things it doesn't mean it's the wrong way.

I made the decision to move out of my horrible hetero relationship. i got a 2 bedroom apt for me and my baby and i plan on being single for a whiiiiiile. i think i owe it to myself and the baby. me rushing things and trying to make relationships work for all the wrong reasons is only going to hurt me and the baby.

so i'm FINALLY soooo excited about being a mommy and i finally and realizing who i am and what i'm looking for and realizing that my main priority right now is being a great mother. my friends have REALLY been a huge support group for me making these decisions. they are pretty much my entire strength towards making them.

the update: march 7 i will find out what my baby is!!! yay!!!! i can 't wait :)

thanks for reading,
Nicki