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Its been roughly a month since I posted last. Its not because we were out shopping it up for nursery items.
We are not pregnant, yet.
Last month we tried 3 times and it didn't work out. That's OK, its already this month!
Weird thing, doll has been "high" since last Tuesday, and just "peaked" yesterday and still peak again today, that's a week of high.
Is that weird?
Last month one day high, next day peak, next day high then back to low. We tried all of those days.
She was high on last Tuesday, we tried Wednesday and had company straight thru until Monday, so, couldn't try again.

As you can tell by this blog, all of my blog entries, that this is a very one sided story of our attempts of at home self-insemination. What you are reading only comes from me, the partner, the other half, NOT EVEN THE GOOD HALF. -ha ha the better half, that's not what I mean, I am not the one carrying, I am not the one with the hormones, and with the womanly side of the story.
Yes this is a journey that we are in together, but Doll has to do all the real work.

Waiting. Pronounced wâ'tĭng.
To Wait.
From Dictionary.com:
[Middle English waiten, from Old North French waitier, to watch, of Germanic origin; see weg- in Indo-European roots.]

It can be an adjective, a noun or a verb. I read you can make it an adverb by adding ly to the end. I have never used the word waitingly before. If I didn't just read it from an on line dictionary I would argue its existence in our language and chock it up to poor grammar.
(Sounds like a word that the High & Honorable President George Walker Bush would use.)

What a nice weekend!
It was a quite weekend at home with my Doll. We kept quite busy on Saturday with all my tinkering around, that when on Sunday when a day long rainstorm came along we were able to sit back comfortably and enjoy it. We don't have very many rainy Sunday's here so when they come by you have to enjoy them, stay in, play cards make a big homemade dinner, movie marathon, or just lots of cuddles.
Doll loves a rainy day, and they remind me of home.

I dont know what to do next?
Just continue on like any other "normal" day in our lives? Just get up, think about it, make coffee, think about it, take a shower, dwell on it, continue dwelling on it as I pour coffee in and over the top of my travel mug all over the counter?
I suspect I am not thinking about it nearly as much as my Doll. I would wager a bet that she is really driving herself nuts inside.
I personally am a bit occupied with myself today, ooooohhhhh sooo BAD!!! I know, I know.

Still hit every red light on the way home, weird that it takes just about 25 minutes to get to our wonderful friend and donors home, yet 45 to get home.
Jinxed, that's all.
You would think the traffic would be worse around rush hour than shortly there after. I think everyone drives so fast during rush hour just to get home, but at 7:30 they go much slower to and from gymnastics, soccer, dance.
When we finally get home and we just did it, right away.

Way, way better.
Nothing like the uncomfortable night before.
I guess we had thought about everything, over anaylized everyting, and me, I am a list maker, and a doer.
The whole, what we do when we get it home, that we never thought of. Monday was horrible, Tuesday doll rated a 2 our of the possible 5 on that uncomfortable scary factor.
I am glad for her.
Way, way better, I guess the wine, Chinese food, and shower all helped, her.