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I love my daughter very much. Now my ex is pulling out no stops to prevent me from seeing my daughter. Now, my family is abusing my daughter and I've not stopped the abuse. Funny, my ex has called my family the Brady Bunch because we are close and openly loving to one another. It really hurts that she would even say anything like this. In addition, it is worse that she would even go so far as lieing about it. It has been 28 days. I've only been allowed one phone call with my daughter since my ex took her from me. I'm trying to stay strong but I still cry allot.

Things seems to have less meaning these days. I feel tired and my bedroom has turned dark and depressing. The T.V. seems to be on all the time now. I've taking to smoking to calm my panic attacks.

My ex will not pick up my calls or respond to emails about our daughter. Its as though the issue does not exist.

The leaves have changed color and most of them have fallen to the ground after all the rain. I can only hope I will feel renewed one day.

My ex-partner is not responding to anything regarding our daughter. She only discusses her stuff as if I even care...

Today, I'm conversing with the attorney. In my state they do recognize defacto parents. So, I'm hoping and praying that I will see her as soon as it is possible. I'm told family court can take time to get into but I feel under the circumstances this is an emergency as my daughter has just been taken from me.

Pretty soon it will be 30 days since I have seen my daughter. I miss the time when I drove her to school and the two days a week we spent doing things together.

Yesterday, I asked again to see our 4 year old daughter but the only comment my ex had was that she would be getting her things on October 27th. My ex promised never to do what she is doing to us right now. Not letting me be with our daughter. Now, I find myself waiting and praying to see my daughter.