well, it has been a few days since my last blog. i just felt like i was repeating the same things over and over again. it is almost time for me to be able to take an actual at home pregnancy test to see if i really am pregnant. it has only been a little more than a week since my FIRST insemination and just about a week since my LAST. i have been feeling a bit sick lately ALL the time, and have been feeling like a little crampy and now have been having a little faint spotting even though i shouldnt get my period until next week. i have been super emotional and very sleepy. all of these signs are positive signs of pregnancy. especially the spotting. ive read time and time again about implantation bleeding and how many women mistake these feelings for their period when in fact it isnt the case at all. idk, i FEEL like i really could be pregnany. but i dont want to get my hopes up. im affraid that psychologically my body is doing all these things because i have in my head that i could be pregnant. i couldnt be this lucky and have the insemination work the very first time right? has anybody else had implantation bleeding? my partner did not have any with her pregnancy so im not sure if this is what i am experiencing or not. i dont know to believe that i really am pregnant or should i not get excited about it because all these signs could just be caused by something else. does anybody have ANY opinions???? please!!! im driving myself insane!!!!!!!!
- “What in God’s name gives you the audacity to think that you could possibly be parenting material?”